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Ruth Wilsonis dispelling theories about her exit fromThe Affair— and increasing speculation about herdecision to leave.
“It isn’t about pay parity, and it wasn’t about other jobs,” Wilson, 36, toldThe New York Timesin a profile published Wednesday. “But I’m not really allowed to talk about it.”
While Wilson couldn’t elaborate, she did reveal that there is a larger behind-the-scenes narrative that led to her departure.
“There is a much bigger story,” she added.
Earlier this month, Wilson confirmed onCBS This Morningthat her character, Alison Lockhart, was killed off.
“I’m not coming back, so she’s dead,” Wilson said.
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A rep for the actress did not immediately respond to PEOPLE’s request for comment.
“I’ve never complained to Showtime about pay parity,” she explained.
The show’s creator, Sarah Treem, toldThe Hollywood Reporterthis month, “Ruth wanted to leave the show.”
“That was a request, so that was decided basically before we started writing,” Treem said. “It wasn’t a discovery of any kind. That was very deliberate. And actually, we shot all of her work first. Her whole storyline was shot before we shot anything else.”
“Ultimately, it felt like the most powerful creative decision would be to end Alison’s arc at the moment when she had finally achieved self-empowerment,” the statement continued. “The impact of her loss will be felt as the series concludes next season.”
“We thank the many fans who embraced the character of Alison and especially thank Ruth for her indelible work over the past four seasons.”
In her interview withThe Times, Wilson reportedly encouraged the outlet to get in touch with Treem, who responded with a previous statement from Showtime.
“The character of Allison had run its course,” Treem reportedly wrote. “By completing her arc this season, the consequences of her death will lead to compelling story lines for our final season.”
source: people.com