Chloe Savage’sexpert embroideryhelped create the iconicroyal wedding dressesof bothKate MiddletonandMeghan Markle.

“It’s been horrific,” Savage, 43, tells PEOPLE from her home in Warmley Village on the outskirts of Bristol, England. “We’ve had all our work literally dry up.

“My 14-year-old daughter is skipping meals to save on the food budget,” she adds. “The stress is getting to her and she is self-harming too. So, she’s now going to Child Mental Health Services (CAMHS) to get support.”

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royal dressmaker Chloe Savage

This is a very long way from Savage’s role in the royal wedding celebrations of 2011 and 2018, where she helped create Kate and Meghan’s gowns at theRoyal School of Needleworkin Hampton Court Palace.

“We appliquéd all the lace to her gown and shoes,” Savage says of her work onKate’s Alexander McQueen dress, adding that she also worked on her “elasticated blue silk and white lace garter.”

“All of the things that you don’t get to see!” she jokes.

“Kate came in a few times. She was lovely. The usual blushing bride,” adds Savage, who studied at the prestigious École Lesage in Paris. “She was excited about the dress, nervous about the day, questioning what we were doing… all that sort of stuff.”

Kate Middleton at her 2011 royal wedding.Chris Jackson/Getty

Kate Middleton

The Duchess of Cambridge also wisely opted to leave the meticulous handwork to Savage and the rest of the professionals.

“She didn’t pick up a needle herself,” says Savage. “She didn’t trust herself not to bleed on the work!”

While Savage was out of the office when Meghan dropped in to viewher Givenchy dressahead of her 2018 wedding toPrince Harry, she was responsible for hand-stitching California poppies, ears of corn, Commonwealth flowers and a variety of garden flowers onto theroyal bride’s veil.

“It gave you snow blindness after an hour-or-so because you were constantly working white on white,” says Savage about the painstaking process of embroidering white thread onto white silk tulle. “You start to go a little bit cross-eyed after a while!”

Meghan Markle on her wedding day.

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Prior to the pandemic, Savage — who also has sons aged 8 and 24 — also worked as a conservator for The National Trust charity, where she was responsible for 40,000 historic textile items at Tyntesfield house in North Somerset, including an entire cupboard of Victorian dishcloths.

Sadly, this has all gradually dried up since the U.K. first went into lockdown in March.

“In January and February, we started seeing a lot of our international contracts getting put on hold,” says Savage. “Work just disappeared. People like the National Trust very quickly said they would have to postpone our projects because they knew they were going to have a massive hole in their budget.”

royal dressmaker Chloe Savage

With very little money coming in – Savage says she makes around $250 a month selling embroidery kits – and lots continuing to fly out, she’s fallen back on her parents, who are turning their garage into a new workspace and selling off her dad’s beloved, vintage Morris Minor car.

“We are now in the position where we have to actually not pay our bills for the first time ever,” says Savage.

royal dressmaker Chloe Savage

royal dressmaker Chloe Savage

royal dressmaker Chloe Savage

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“We might make it through to the New Year but we’ll then have to sit down and try and grovel with our landlord and go into rent arrears until he decides to start removal procedures.

“It’s really an attractive prospect,” she adds sarcastically.

For the moment Savage is focusing on refurbishing her mom’s garage and “hoping to God” that ongoing negotiations to provide some costumes for a new HBO project come to fruition in 2021.

“It might just keep us vaguely floating as long as nothing goes wrong,” she says.

“If and when we change monarchs we will have to make a coronation robe for whoever is next,” says Savage, who signed the UK’s Official Secrets Act for both royal weddings to maintain thehuge privacy around the gowns. “So I will know well in advance who it is going to be.”

AGoFundMe pagehas been set up to help support Savage and her family.

If you or someone you know need mental health help, text “STRENGTH” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.

source: people.com